But I just need to vent. I have just felt so awful lately, my body hurts and I don’t know what’s wrong. Every guy I talk to can’t promise me anything or they just run away. I haven’t cared about school enough to make a effort at it. And I’m just not happy anymore and it hurts, it hurts so bad, I’ve been going to the doctor’s too, it sucks. Everything just sucks right now. The only thing that is okay for once is my friends and somewhat my family but everything else is just total shit and I hate it and yes, I know life is hard but mine has been like this for months now. I just need a place I can talk and someone will listen, it doesn’t have to be face to face I just need to type it out and post it, that’s all I ask for. I just want to be happy again and not self harm.

Okay.

falloutblow:

please always remember that it’s worth it to hold on until you’re able to live your life the way you want to. someone out there will meet and love you one day and it’ll be everything you’ve ever wanted.

(via therussianpirate)

What?

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